"Dreams, Butterfly Wings"

DESCRIPTION: I dread the day I will suffer and grow empty again.

[c]
At this rate, I won't achieve a thing
Bouncing between obstacles without deciding
what I really want to do with my life

Because all I've ever wanted to do is have fun

I pretended I had dreams but
in reality it was just me and
the things I'll soon forget

Because all I've ever wanted is to laze around and win

[p]
And all I ever did was lazed around and lost
Because as I worked hard, I hurt myself and gave up

[c]
At this rate, I won't grow up at all
Bouncing between lifestyles without living
any of them at all

Without a childhood, you'll never become an adult

I tried to hold onto memories
As I cried out in pain and
called it my efforts

But I've never been satisfied with even these screams

[p]
All I ever did was lazed around and lost
Because as I worked hard, I hurt myself and gave up

[v]
I had dreams of having dreams
believing someday, this current dream would stay
It never did
Every wish I had has already run away

Now, inbetween the start and the end
I hope I won't get sick of what comes later
But I will
Because if I'm honest like this then I'll be scolded again

[c]
At this rate, I won't achieve a thing
Bouncing between obstacles without deciding
what I really want to do with my life

Because all I've ever wanted to do is have fun

I pretended to have dreams but
in reality it was just me and
the things I'll soon forget

Because all I've ever wanted is to laze around and win

[p]
Even when I tried to do my best, it just
ended in pain, so don't blame me when I give up
When I give up
When I give up, again - don't blame me

Because whenever I try, I'll never be satisfied like you are
As I reach these shining dreams I realise they were dull
Because my true self is someone who won't stop changing