"Want You To Know"

DESCRIPTION: Don't want you to know

6/8 ballad
chorus is instrumental maybe choir-y

this love, this unrequited love
i've allowed it to fester and rot
i don't need it anymore, but
the roots are already stuck inside

the temporary blossoms
that in winter have withered
even though i don't want you
it's an unresolved tension

"apologise now"
as if it was ever your fault
so i'll stay here, silently,
wishing it never even happened

even though we can't go back to the days when we were pure
i keep on wishing that i could..... i'm such a fool
even after the petal have withered, the roots will still remain
until i reach my [end]..........

want you to know, don't want to know (immediately into 2nd verse--)

this hate, this unspoken hate
the petal have dissolved inside
i don't want it anymore, but
i can't help but hate who you are

you're selfish, not the person i thought you were
and yet every time i see the sun peak through
i think "wow, maybe it's possible"
but even so, i really don't care about you anymore

"apologise now"
i'm holding up the status quo
so i'll stay here, silently,
wishing it never even happened

even though we can't go back to the days when we were pure
i keep on wishing that i could..... i'm such a fool
even after the petal have withered, the roots will still remain
until i reach my [end]..........

want you to know, don't want to know
want you to know, don't want to know,
want you to know, don't want to know
i don't want you to know who i am

i've been exposed--------.................
i've been controlled------...............
but more than all of that, i've been disgusting

i've been amused--------..................
i've been enraged-----------..................
but more than all of that, i want to go back
to the time i didn't know!

*into guitar solo~~~~~*

even though we can't go back to the days when we were pure
i keep on wishing that i could..... i'm such a fool
even after the petal have withered, the roots will still remain
until i reach my [end]..........

want you to know, don't want to know
want you to know, don't want to know,
want you to know, don't want to know,
so i'll be bound by chains until i die
chains of my creation 'til i-