"Otousan no Failstate"

DESCRIPTION: Unfortunately, I couldn't find a Japanese word for "failstate"

Don't you understand?
It's already broken now
You already dealbt the final blow a few dozen months ago

Your apologies
they're empty
as the time starts to loop.

No matter how many tears filled with salt and "I love you"'s;
It will never change those days of being misunderstood
No matter how much you say "you're not alone," or "I'm here for you,"
It's invalidating. Just those words alone... will not change the truth

No matter how many gifts you give either, I will be the same as before
Much like you, as we are empty and pathetic
Lying once again, unable to be loved
Loving once again, unable to be loved