"Object Permeance"

DESCRIPTION: this one is mid

when i wake up tomorrow morning
i wonder if you'll still be there waiting for me
or if when i turn the corner you'll be gone,
i wonder if you'll live with, or without me

when i do something awful,
i wonder if you'll still be there waiting for me
or if when it really comes down to it,
you'll be fine without me

object permeance
in the belief that things will disapear,
i hold them close and don't let go.

object permeance
in the belief that things will one day change,
i hold them tightly to my chest.

with the entirety of this world in my grasp,
i struggle to count the heads of those i love
so i bundle them all together as they
melt into one i can hold,

object permanence

when i wake up tomorrow morning
i wonder if you'll still be waiting for me
because after all the times i've been left behind,
i really don't think you wanna be

when i wake up tomorrow morning,
i wonder if i'll still be waiting for you
because there's still so many people i've forgotten
i've never truly loved

object permanance
in the believe that i will disappear,
i'm sure you'll hold me close.

object permenance,
as i suffocate, being held
tightly to your chest.

with the entirety of this world in my reach,
i never truly held any of it
so in my dishonesty, i am imprisoned
in this false love of yours.

i don't want to let go, because i just want to love
but i don't want to be trapped inside your love
object permeance