"Flimsy"

DESCRIPTION: i wish you, without band, would fall /ref. come with me, with my cult
i wish we could have been closer, but now it's gone
but i'm still waiting on a stardrop dream

two parts love, one part hate
this is where it all was made
two parts real, one part fake
this is our once precious place

but we burned it
gasoline and a lighter
half-truth promises and false commitments
it's all you need to throw your life away

what we have is always flimsy and temporary,
based on band-aids used to obscure our gaping wounds
while we wait years for them to heal, we
get hit until we bruise

what we have is always desperate and foolish,
trying to add up meanings like they're numbers
but it's life, so where are you going?
we pretended we knew it all

living in a dream until it all burned down
gasoline and a lighter
half-truth promises and false commitments
it's all you need to throw your life away

still, i wish we could go back
i wish i could have said something
an unsolvable mystery-- i could have gone deeper
but i was too flimsy