"eternal dance"

DESCRIPTION: ITS SPOILERS SO I PUT IT AT THE BOTTOM

[verse]
they say to be yourself if it hurts no-one else,
but i wonder what they'd think if it ended the world?
i think my true beliefs would probably cause you pain
and so still incomplete, my heart aches yet again

they say to dance the way that you were born to move,
but i wonder what you'd do about those forced to stay still?
so i chain my weightless body to whom i'd like to save
so i don't drift away, i play this game of lies again

[prechorus]
if the price i must pay for salvation
is your life
then i don't want to pay it at all
and for your selfishness of wanting to be alive, at my own demise, i despise you too

[chorus]
us two, locked in chains in an everlasting dance
after one's passing a strange aura will remain
an aura of "it's not over", always bound, always bound
dancing round, dancing round, until we are reborn

these two, existing throughout the centuries
we will find more ways to hide our hearts in spite
so go round, dance around, and do not make a sound
of your pain. i'll make it dissapate with the wind

[verse]
the broken unrepaired will pass on the disease
yes, us russian dolls who some days struggle to breathe
all the layers, filtered down, we can't change real life
so as we cry, tighten the rope so we don't fall out of time

an angel's close enough to sinners wearing a dress
so we wear our masks as we pray that they can't see the rest
as the clock strikes 9 i know that we can't rewind
and so still selfishly, i hope someone else will break the chains first

[prechorus]
unable to ask even a word
i take
just a drop of blood as i hide
and continue to make it even worse, as i curse, my very birth and existence

[chorus]
us two, out of love we are chained
as it pains me i cry out a song of hate
and yet incomplete, always bound, always bound
we will dance, we will dance and shut our mouths

these two, will continue to be reborn again
of the angel and the sinner who hates themself
yes it turns, yes it turns, this world will spin around
until we learn. and when i heed your words, i'll surely pay the price in the end

the price of being free from these chains

DESCRIPTION: Too much of a coward to do anything myself, or perhaps rightfully knowing I'm too insignificant to do anything aside from hurt myself and others, I hope someone else will speak up for me. Silently, I entrap myself in a chain of my own generosity and inability to do anything but hide from failure. Because I have been taught again and again not to get my hopes up. Because it always ends prematurely... So I should just shut my mouth and stop trying, right? Entrapped in an eternal dance, falling down, falling down...