"Disbandment"

DESCRIPTION: Chasing Lights truly is our haruhikage

i thought you were an idiot
for looking back the way you did
but now, remembering it
the memories of my wet cheeks return

i thought i was an idiot
those days, i scolded myself on the long journeys home
because i was unable to do anything but sit in the corner
and, yet i didn't learn, unchangingly...

i scold myself for even today
despite having walked forward a hundred times,
a thousand steps remain ahead on this staircase
i wish for it to be over already, but

this staircase is "life"
and i want to go to sleep already