"DETESTATION WiSH"

DESCRIPTION: uika and seine made me think about the concept of "unconditional love" and how it doesn't seem to exist, but i think i'm slowly coming closer to the truth. thanks guys. also i tried to minimise my use of the word "you" in this "poem," because i think i really overuse the words "i" and "you" and i thought it was really annoying. like it gave me a cringe-like response i guess. that is all. niicespiice: OUT *does a little peace sign salute thing idk what this bit is anymore*

If only I was clueless,
I would surely be loved
If I could ignore what's righteous
and surrender to angels above

But, I am cursed, you see
And unconditional love doesn't exist;
I have none to give to you,
and none to be recieved

If only I was colurful,
and vibrant like you
If only I could resonate
with that broken worldview ..but

I'm gray,
an ugly childrens' jigsaw to be thrown away
But still, is it possible...
to love me anyway?

No.
That doesn't make sense

And so, I float in a meritocratic, loveless world
Telling lies every day, hoping somehow
to reach the truth. But I've already known it all along
Because the truth is that I seriously hate you.