"ASEXUAL AWARENESS GUYS!!!"

i hate fluffy fluffy fluffy fluffy stop trying to pretend like i'm part of "the queer community" when you guys clearly don't agree with me on even the first things
we're not fighting together.
sure, we may be fighting for the same goal, but yours are just the status quo with extra sprinkes
i don't even know what i'm fighting for. but i think it's at least a different flavour. a flavour we've never tasted before
why not try to do it
are you afraid?
maybe uhhh hm
i feel like i have to be really obvious here or else nobody will understand. i feel like my more "obvious" poetry is the better stuff because it's more conclusive

asexual awareness! i don't want you to be aware, i just want to disappear
because if you don't understand, then you never will
we don't need to bend over backwards to explain these ideals
i'd rather you burn in hell, i'm saying it loud and clear

i don't want a magazine like "gay people monthly"
i don't want to shout my pride and wear flags
no, i'd rather hide, patriotism was never good anyway
this is just a fake community, not even a country

nobody else wants to admit it
they just want to live in their fantasy
their fantasy where everyone will be appreciated regardless of sexuality

except when it's me, of course
so i'll just melt away in the sea of "nobodies"
that's your dream - so i can't let it come true

nobody else wants to believe in
a future that can't be comprehended
we'd rather focus on things that are already paralells

except when it's me, of course
because i'm still here, trying to
measure "love" with a stationary set

if only i was born different, like you guys instead
but i was born as "me" so i must repent
because i really don't like you and your fake inclusive grin