i broke this part

"ANTISHIPPERS"

DESCRIPTION: this one's really on-the-nose hahahahahha... i hope this could be turned into a song. maybe polished a bit. it's still not quite filled with the feelings i want it to be. but it's close. and that's good

antishippers are afraid of happiness
anything passionate is dismissed as insanity
and so we return to emptiness

antishippers are afraid of happiness
and everything i do is declared as wrong
we return to the status quo of exclusion

you people who claim to be counter-culture
all you do is fight taboo
you people who claim to support love
just tear it down when it's inconvinient

i thought i'd found my people but
you're just as harsh as the others

antishippers are full of hate
defining ourselves by what we're against
we return to semantics wars

antishippers are full of rage
scared of what we don't like, we act without thinking
and push the status quo to new heights

but maybe disgusting was never as wrong as it seemed.
and maybe after all, you're just as reactionary as them

have you ever thought about that?
have you ever thought about such a thing for even a second?

or maybe i was the wrong one after all
and every breath was wasted proving my own guilt
ah, i am once again reminded of a long-ago time
and that nagging thought in the back of my head

it's starting to kill me.